Anonymous asked:
What is going on with u all the time? Just get of the net and go and live your life. Nothin will change if you will rant on tumblr. It seems like ure not confident in urself at all which is sad

1. You have no idea what specifically I am doing or talking about in the last post I’ve written so your position is one that has no grounds. You are assuming that my problem is that I am not living my dreams or striving for them and that is not the case. For future references ask for clarity before judging a situation.

2. I’m hardly ever on the internet. I may post on tumblr for 45 min to an hour out of my day which has been even less lately so you’re wrong there as well.

3. You know what, I don’t feel confident in myself right now. Am I not allowed to have moments where I don’t? Am I not human? Can I not have moments where I don’t feel like I have my shit all the way together and I’m still trying to find my footing and my stride in life? If you’ve never felt unsure of yourself and doubtful, I pray you never do because with an attitude like that it might just kill you.

It had been startling and disappointing to me to find out that story books had been written by people, that books were not natural wonders, coming up of themselves like grass. Yet regardless of where they come from, I cannot remember a time when I was not in love with them — with the books themselves, cover and binding and the paper they were printed on, with their smell and their weight and with their possession in my arms, captured and carried off to myself. Still illiterate, I was ready for them, committed to all the reading I could give them…
Eudora Welty (via observando)

(Source: sandandglass)


Brenda Mutoni